thanks for helping me be thankful

My prayer has been for the most part recently that God will truly get in my face and speak to me, oh how i wanna see his face
i want his will for my life, not my own
he has truly, honest to God given me joy
i asked for him to give me more of a desire to serve him
that it would continually grow
that all i desire would be his desire for me
that i could really be thankful
and he is faithful
and im so thankful, what a coincidence its almost thanksgiving

im so thankful he has saved me
im overwhelmed.
God is so good to his children even when we have strayed
he brings us back, because he loves us
im so thankful he has brought me back to him
my prayer now is that he keeps me here no matter what the cost.

im sorry God
thank you God for holding on to me
when i was too busy caring bout myself
when i was aware that i was breaking your heart
when i hurt her just for a good time
when i just wanted a smoke instead of your breath of life
when i wanted alcohol instead of your water
when i wanted to be high instead of lifting you up
when i brought down my friends just to be cool
now i wanna give everything to be a fool
i will be a fool for you God