Wednesday, September 17, 2008

split-screen sadness

even though my excitement overrides my reserve for oklahoma, i cant help but think of the times i will miss but always remember
that hopefully will not be lost with the decisions i have made and yet to make
first and foremost my family, mom, dad, tess, and jake
i know this isnt forever but its the first time ill be out of the house
thank you for everything i wish i had seen the value of our family time before i did, cause its great and i love and cherish it
dad thanks for making me the man i am, and im working on becoming
mom thanks for raising me up to live like Jesus
tess for bugging me into realizing you love me
jake for helping me to need to live upright infront of you, stay strong man
idk alot but i know life isnt easy but its great
im gonna miss my buddy Justin Barber
many faces have been made over the years, yours being the ugliest i have ever seen..
"eh bra, eh bra"
haha im gonna miss kickin it with ya man
Chris Brown
no, not the rapper haha
chillin at the house, with the craziest things happening all around us and all we can do is watch and be the last to standing
Josh Douglas
aka dosh jouglas
working at laurel together for the past year and a half owning breakfast and old people on a daily basis
jammin on some grooves, and listening to metal
i will miss you bros and will never forget all the times we spent chilling, playing music, watching bootlegs and killswitch engage dvds
Nick Piljay, best boss man in the world
i wish we could have had more time together
your like the older brother i look up to and always needed, im gonna tear up thinking bout leaving laurel...how does it feel losing your best worker??? hahaha
Channing Sparks...man
im gonna really miss smoking cigarettes on the front porch in our boxers
and movie nights with walmart pizzas and sunny-d...
just stay on the right path man and your life will be awesome, cause you are one of the most genuine guys i know, just dont hide behind your fears
thats alot to leave behind, but not forever
some of my best friends in the world
but i guess there just comes a time in your life were you have to decide between some crazy things...
im guessing my time is now, its hard but i think it will be for the best

Sunday, September 14, 2008

emergency broadcast:

the end is near
counting down four weeks till i make a 16 flight to muskowaaski, japan
actually its muskogee, ok
the end of my camden career is coming to a close and i couldnt be more excited about it.
im really gonna miss my parents, my boss nick, channing, justin, josh chris, chris c., josh redding and jen and my church family
for everyone else i apologise but i am happy that you made me want to get away from this place even more than i did before
you all became more of an inspiration than insulting to me
as harsh as that sounds, im sorry its the truth even so i still forgive whatever it is that caused me to feel this way
i really had to get that out, even tho no one will prolly ever read this.

i also thank God for the direction and purpose he has given me, i pray that i can stay faithful to him as he is faithful to me

Thursday, September 4, 2008

untitled

bunch of stuff running through the ol' brain
was moving to albany
now moving to muskogee
alot of other stuff
gotta pay off my credit card
gotta fix my car
gotta save money
maybe ill play the lottery
need a new phone
workin a lot